raining

Today I’m washing my skin, my hair, my memories, my face, my hands, my decisions, my feelings.
Today I’m missing a sound, music, smell, a noise, movie, feet, hair, soap, a cigarette, water coming in under the door, fireplace, climbing trees, mountains, silence, wet vineyards, mud, bolt, shaking heads, dogs, red clouds, thunder, old friends, new friends, lost friends, spiders, wall lizard, a beer, whisky.
Today I’m raining, like the weather.